Today is the 2nd December 2009 . As usual, has classes .

After class today, the graduation assembly was held at the convention centre . It was a total lame thing to do, i mean, nothing is really interesting during the programme and all the while i was listening to music on my new head phone . From 3pm to 5.30pm .

Then head to Bugis with Khng for the new Goldlion job and walked around after that, went Iluma too and saw the new KTV there by K-Box group . It's called Suites, some what like a premium karaoke bar, but of course, their private rooms and they're totally so cool and design fashion styles . Walked to Dhoby Ghaut then and bought Rochor famous soya drink and i took the bus home .

You called, almost without fail everyday . I can't help but realized i was expecting your call every single day, and almost every single evening . Today, you proposed another plan to get me over for Christmas for a week .

You being overseas for a year, i treat this totally as a test upon us . Though unsaid, it's clear that you still doesn't have the full trust in me yet . I ain't surprise, with the fact of my past and current doings . It applies to me too . Having seen so many or rather too many things around me, full trust in you is just near impossible . So your departure is like a muscle tear, painful at first, but bearing is one crucial part . Soon when its healing, germs will attack, if one is not determined enough, third party will gain advantage . We're having muscle tears; both of us, so this overseas thingy of yours, is to prove that i'm able to be faithful, changed from my past . To the least, that's my goal, about you, i shall not suppose anything . Hence, my dear husband, this Christmas, we shall be physically apart but emotionally together i hope .

I'm holding myself back to so much things, the wild side of my is breaking it's chains, i'm almost at the verge . It's you i'm holding back for, so don't let me down .

Ever since i passed my driving license, i've been desperate to drive on my own . Trust me, i'm really desperate . So i went online to check out on car rentals, which didn't turn out to be cheap . Then i turn to second hand cars, which made me sigh . A friend of mine text me today asking if i'm gonna buy a wrx or rex we call it which i posted on Facebook . I laughed of course, so i told him i'm longing to and he assured me he could help me find a good second hand rex because he's driving one and got lotsa friends driving that can help me with the buying . How i wish, really, it's like a dream to discuss about the car i'm gonna get, but it soon ended when i told him it's just another day dream of mine . He then brought me back to think of EG6 which i once thought of . It's really tempting . And i really begin to wonder . . .

That shall be my next goal .